i miss home. a lot. i've been thinking a lot lately about what i want to do with myself. i have thee biggest urge to transfer back home but at the same time i'm not entirely sure if it'll be the best thing for me. socal really IS my only home, and it just doesn't feel right being so far away from there. i don't think anywhere will be even remotely similar. i really just need to sit down and sort out of priorities. make a pros and cons list. although i love my school, i can't shake the feeling of feeling like i don't belong. i don't belong anywhere near here. and i need to decide if i can push through the next 3 years and hope things will change... or give up, pick another school, and move back home. i'm probably one of thee most indecisive people i know...
