i find it extremely hard to believe that things seem to be going quite well at the moment. yet i find myself constantly thinking about the growing list of things that could go wrong that coincide with this growing list of things that are going good. and for some reason that is beyond me, i cant shake murphy's law. i mean, it is a law isn't it? my life seems to be the epitome of murphy's law. for all of you who know me up close and personal, you should be able to laugh at that and know exactly what i mean; then feel bad about laughing at my crappy luck. i'm thinking about getting a petition out to change it to jessika's law. anyway... back to the topic. nothing has gone wrong in a substantial amount of time and i'm not quite sure whether to sit back and enjoy it or prepare myself for what's ahead of me? i guess it all depends on if i look at my situation as my glass being half empty or half full. who knows. as i always say, i'm indecisive.
